going in for roud two!

[Vivi Orunitia]

So wish me luck :S

*sigh* I've never properly dated before in my life. The three previous romantic entanglements have just kinda happened, so this is damn new territory for me!

Well, I may as well go in for the kill.

[Eiko Carol Fabool]

Oh my, that sounds wonderful.
I've been dating Paul for like, two years now, and I was so timid and awkward when I first started aha.
I hope it works out between you two, I'm sure it will, and if it doesn't, someone will come your way one day. Ahh, starting new relationships always makes me happy aha.

[Vivi Orunitia]

Yes, well I prefer RP romance. It means that someone fictional is embarresed in a controlled enviroment: rather than you sticking your neck on the line -_-

Also, I'm not too sure about him. He seems too fragile, and I have a tenancy to drive anyone I'm with (bo or girl, especially boy though) to complete insanity...no insanity isn't the right word... More like self destruction.

[Eiko Carol Fabool]

Eh, maybe I just like the thrill. I don't want my heartbroken, but Its a rollarcoster ride of emotion. It's new, it's ahh, just, exciting I guess?

Well take it as it comes, don't start picking away at the negatives now, that's bound only to lead to pain. What happened in the past might not repeat itself, just try to be happy with him and with yourself. -Yay crappy advice of the day-

Also, ohh, you're bi?

[Vivi Orunitia]

I suppose your right, I just can't pin point what it that drives to that state so I can fix it. And it frustrates me Ah well, see how this goes.

Oh, yeah I've had 2 boyfriends and 1 girlfriend. Caitlyn (girlfriend) was a lot less obvious in the insanity. I think its a female thing that makes it easier for us to hide it xD cos I know I'm batshit! Yet nobody else seems to notice unless they catch me having a full on breakdown

[Eiko Carol Fabool]

Don't let it frustrate you, or try not too, I know it's impossible to will yourself not too but regardless.

Oh awesome. I'm straight as a plank but I do occassionally find women hot, aha, not to mention my boyfriend looks like a women ahaha. Oh he'll hate me if he ever reads this ;3.

And yeah, women do tend to conceal their emotions, I suppose. Now the feminists hate me );

You've suffered a lot, haven't you? I have quite a few friends who suffer from depression, I cannot imagine how hard it must be, or have been, for you.

[Vivi Orunitia]

Oh no, I wouldn't say I suffer, its just that now and then I slip up and forget I need to suck it up and get on with shit, yknow? :/ Its just hard to realise when your in that place.

Hehe, don't worry, I like girly boys too my ex had Kuja hips xD I'm not entirely sure why he liked me actually, I look more manly than he did, barring the MarySue boobs (which make clothes shopping hell btw because I'm also only 4'11)

Ok well, I'm meeting him at 12 so I better go get myself ready to ruin this poor individuals life

[Eiko Carol Fabool]

Hmm mmm. I understand, well, I don't really, but I can imagine.

Ahaha, mine his really sharp hips that HURT LIKE HELL if you're in a bad angle aha. (And I have the same clothes problem). And hey, manly women can be hot

How did it go, then? :3

[Vivi Orunitia]

XD it went all right, actually
There was a lot of awkward silence at first, but then we started a play-argument over mass production (him for, myself against) and things went great. Much tickling and kissing involved also

There was however a downer when I got home. My first boyfriend had sent me a facebook message saying that he "finally figured me out" -_- He told me to go see a therapist cos I probably have a combination of Manic Depressive Disorder, Avoidant Personality disorder and Sociopathy. It has merit, but he knows me better than to think ill ever admit that, let alone see a freaking doctor -_-

Still, not what I wanna hear, ya know? }: